my excuse

i havent been able to post on here for a while and it sucks. ive really gotten used to putting my thoughts on here over the past year, but now i am unable to.
heres the deal: the only computer i have access to on a regular basis (at work) now has a blocker so i cant go to this site anymore.
argh.
im thinking i may actually have to cave in and replace my six year old imac and actually buy a new computer. maybe. we'll see if i actually cave in...